my parents were very disappointed with me and that really put me in blue. expecting a comfort turns out i crashed and burned. they keep on saying these things like a million times. what do they want from me? that i shouldn't have pursued bsa instead of nursing. that i didn't study hard. i know, i know they have the right to scold me like that but they didn't have to let me down because i'm actually that time already down. i wanted to disappear for a moment to regain peace of my mind.
looking on the brighter side, i just try to ignore these kind of things and live my life today as if nothing terribly happened. every individual must be strong not vulnerable because it's not the past what is important but how you deal with the present and visualize the future.
"...gonna keep my head held high - but not arrogant"
